It's the last day of 2013. Some people are glad. Some people are indifferent. Some people are excited. I guess I'm a part of the indifference.... I admit every year I say, "Next year is my year!" LOL... And then at the end of the year I'm like what in the H3{[ happened! This year wasn't a bad year. I had a lot of breakthroughs, a few setbacks, and a couple of normal moments. I lost my grandfather. That was the toughest thing the whole entire year. He was so amazing. His greatness still lingers amongst us. I'm still hurt by it, but each day gets better.... I moved.... Nothing abnormal... Right?!? No comment... SMH.... I LEFT MY JOB OF 5 1/2 YEARS!!!!!!!!! That was a step out on faith for real. I let go of a crutch and it has been a struggle sometimes... But I have felt free from the constraints of being tied down. I leave just too still work for the same company in the field. LOL.... But I am Truly helping people and will be educating people on some very important financial things. I started co hosting a radio show on 88.5 FM and discovered some of the things that I am capable of.... I FELL IN LOVE. That was amazing! ...... fell in love more with myself... (I can imagine anyone reading this was like, With WHOM!???! Nosey selves! LOL) I met a gang of new people, especially in the poetry community. Some are great and I can see longtime friendships with and some not so much and that's cool too. I lost friendships. I mourned them and then moved on. I hosted my first open mic show and now I'm hosting all kinds of stuff. Another discovery of which God is molding me to be. Then I ended it due to all the stress of doing it alone. Now I can't wait to get back to it and people are looking for it to come back. That's what's up!.... I'm coming out of my shell..... a work in progress.... So many things have happened that I can't think of everything... But, I grateful.... So no New Year's resolutions.... If there was one, it would be to keep pushing... Keep grinding..... Keep the faith and don't stop believing in GOD and what HE has for me. Stop second guessing myself that only delays the process. I'll stop getting caught up in the desire to play the background, that's not where I'm supposed to be.... The road ahead of me is full of hard work, not just 2014. I see so many people doing great things. I'm glad to be among them. So, farewell to yet another year as we welcome a new one. But, I'll continue to move forward... Happy New Year to everyone.... ~ Kiss Kissha! ;-* Muah!
I remember simpler days that now play the background music to my todays and replace my frowns inversing them upside down to smiles because I'm a product of my experiences... Each instance molding me to the person standing in front of the world. Child longer... That much stronger as the memories play over again and yet again... Making perfect blends of my make up. Stay up in spirits as I hear God's voice whisper the sweetest tunes within the perfect tone & perfect pitch... Distant thoughts of yester years are close enough to touch but too far to reach.. As I let them teach me the things I need... To Succeed these memories so precious to me.
I remember simpler days that now play the background music to my todays and replace my frowns inversing them upside down to smiles because I'm a product of my experiences... Each instance molding me to the person standing in front of the world. Child longer... That much stronger as the memories play over again and yet again... Making perfect blends of my make up. Stay up in spirits as I hear God's voice whisper the sweetest tunes within the perfect tone & perfect pitch... Distant thoughts of yester years are close enough to touch but too far to reach.. As I let them teach me the things I need... To Succeed these memories so precious to me.
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